A Toy Rabbit

A Toy Rabbit

When I got home dad was out, and mum was doing something in the kitchen. I gave mum a quick kiss and went up for a shower. I was sat on my bed with a towel round me when mum tapped on the door. "You okay love?" She asked.

"Fine mum, Ashara is a bit down in the dumps 'cus her dad won't allow her to see any boys."

"Well, I guess that is their culture, I don't know much about it, but, what about you and boys, is it serious with Jason?"

Oh here it is, the third degree. I had been expecting it. "Well, you know, I like being with him."

"Have you had sex yet?"

"Mum!" I am sure I went bright red.

"Well sweetheart, people do that, all my concern is that you are safe, I don't want you getting pregnant or worse, any diseases."

"Yes mum if we do do it, then we will take precautions."

"Nicely avoided. I am serious. I guess you know how everything works, what goes where, what is nice, what is not."

"Yes mum." I was absolutely not going to explain any further.

"Just remember, if you do not want to do something, if you are uncomfortable about something, it is okay to say No, and to walk away."

"Yes mum, but well, you know, what if I, you know, make him, well, you know, hard?"

"It won't kill him sweetheart. Boys get hard all the time, they just have to learn to live with it. You certainly do not have to do anything about it.”

Well that was news. I wonder how dad would react if I said no. Anyway, I liked that I made Jase hard and I liked him doing it to me. "Okay mum, you don't have to worry, I know what goes where, how to be safe and how to say no."

"Well, if you are home with your boyfriend, and your bedroom door is shut, we will know not to disturb you, okay?"

"Yes mum." As if I was ever going to do anything with Jase whilst mum or dad were in the house.

"Okay, and don't forget you can talk to me about anything, and your dad too, although you might feel awkward talking to your dad, but you can, just remember that."

"Yes mum."

Luckily, I think, dad did not come and bother me in my room, so I just stayed undressed after tea and lay in bed, and exchanged a few sexy texts with Jase, he did suggest that we take selfies of ourselves naked and send them to each other, but I wasn't in the mood for that. Ash sent me a text saying she was going to Tesco to buy 'something' and would I like to go over tomorrow morning as her mum and dad would be out and she would be alone, and she was allowed a girlfriend over. I had college in the afternoon, so the morning was fine, so I said yes.

I woke early and went for a shower, and dad walked in just as I got in. "Dad!"

"Your mum is downstairs, don't panic, I need to wee." He opened his dressing gown and stood in front of the toilet. I could hear the sound of his wee even over the noise of the shower, and I tried to ignore him as he did what he needed to. He washed his hands and then turned to me, his dressing gown open and his cock was hanging down a bit, it kind of looked half hard. "You can have it if you want sweetheart."

"Dad, no, I am still a bit sore. Let me just shower." I wasn't in any way sore, but I really did not want to mess around with my dad, that was just confusing, and Ash had pretty much said it was wrong, even though I hadn't let on what I had done with my dad, or even hinted. No that was way too private. Dad just smiled and left, leaving the bathroom door a little open as he went.

I finished my shower , flushed the loo because dad hadn't, 'cus it would have made the shower go too hot, and I put my robe on. "You really should keep the bathroom door shut if you are in there sweetheart, you are a woman now, not a little girl," mum said as she walked past, 'especially when your dad is home, I am sure he doesn't want to accidentally see you without your clothes, or even sat on the loo."

"No mum, sorry, I will be more careful, sorry." No point in saying anything about dad, mum would just not understand and probably would not believe me anyway.

Bra, top, pants and skirt and my trainers and I was ready. I got my college stuff and headed over to Ashara's, planning on staying there till it was time for college, hopefully I could grab some lunch with her.

"Hello Natalie," Ashara's mum said as Ash let me in, "I'm in a rush, so hello and goodbye. have a nice time girls."

"Mum is running late, dad has been out for hours already. Just you wait to see what I got from Tesco last night. It'll blow your mind." Ash took my hand and hurried me up to her room.

"What is it, show me?" I said as we got into her room.

"No, wait till mum has gone, I don't want her to come in and see it."

I think I guessed what she had bought at this point. "I think that you should see Gentra's brother. You can say that you are going to her house, but can see her brother, you can play with his cock I bet."

"No way, he is stupid and smelly, and he would not be able to keep it a secret, he would tell everyone and then it would get back to my parents and I would be in real trouble.' We heard Ash's mum shout goodbye and then the front door slammed. Ash ran and looked out of her parent's bedroom window. "She's finally gone" Ash called.

She came back into the room and reached under her mattress. "I have to find a better place to hide it, but here it is, look." It was a toy like mum's. I thought it would be.

”Have you tried it yet?"

"No, I was scared, I wanted you to be here, I thought that we could try it together."

"Okay" well, I said okay, not sure I meant it, I wonder what Ash meant by try it together?

It wasn't exactly the same as my mum's toy, it was about the same length and width, but also had an extra small bit that stuck out at the side, I wasn't sure what that bit was for, but it looked like it had a pair of rabbits ears. "Where exactly do I put it? You know, you have seen your mum using one."

I took it off her and looked it over, there was a circle at the bottom that i guessed you pressed to turn it on, that was about it. There was a small round hole by the switch, which I thought is where the charging lead would go. "Have you charged it up?"

"Yes, it is all charged, and you press and hold that small circle and that turns it on, and then you can change the speed by pressing the button a few more times, and if you press and hold it turn it off."

"Seems straight forward, obviously I didn't see how mum turned hers off when she had finished, but I guess they are pretty much the same."

"How do you use it? Where do you put it?"

"It is a bit straight forward from what I saw my mum do. You switch it on and then rub it up and down yourself. It is also okay to push it inside. That is what my mum did. I am not sure about this extra bit, I don't think my mum's had one of them. I guess, and this is only a guess, that when the rest of it is inside, that bit still touches your outside."

"Will you show me, I am a bit scared."

I suppose I should have been expecting that. We had seen each other naked plenty of times, and compared how different we were to each other, but we had never touched each other, not sexually. "What do you mean, show you? Use it on you?"

"No, silly, use it on yourself so I can see what you do."

"Oh. Okay I suppose, but if I am taking my clothes off, then so are you, otherwise it is not fair."

Ash pulled her top up and off and took her bra off, slipped her slacks down and pulled her panties off. I was a little bit slower and I put all my clothes on her bedroom chair with my trainers just by them. "Is your front door locked? I don't want any surprises whilst I am naked."

"Yes I heard mum double lock the door when she left. You can only get in with a key."

"Okay give me the toy then." I took the toy off Ash and lay on her bed, and I was a little bit embarrassed at playing with myself in front of someone, but well, at the end of the day both Jase and my dad had seen me naked and had shagged me and I had also sucked my dad. So, when I thought about it, I didn't really have any excuse for being embarrassed. I turned the toy on and pressed the button a few times until there was a nice vibration. It hummed quite loudly in the room, I would not want to be using it with anyone else in the house, they would have a very good idea of what I was doing.

Ash was sat next to me and was looking closely at my fanny. I was different to her, mine was all sort of self-contained, just looking like a little crease from the outside, but she had bits that stuck out, her 'inner flaps' she called them, if she had no underwear on, you could not miss them. Her little fun spot was bigger than mine too, but then we are all different. I rested the tip of the toy on my crease and ran it up and down, it felt rather nice when I was up near my clitty button. I pressed a bit more and slid it into my crease, I was wet by now and it slid in easily, and when I pressed against my clitty it took my breath away, wow that was good. I held it against my clitty for a few moments, my breath held, and I was afraid I would finish and I didn't want to do that, not yet, so slid down and pressed at my entrance.

"Oh wow Nat, that looks so cool and I could tell that you liked it."

I ignored her, I was too busy with what I was doing to myself, I almost forgot that she was there. Slowly I pushed the toy inside and as I pushed it all the way in, I found out what the extra bit was for. It rested on my clitty giving a less intense vibration whilst the stronger vibration was happening inside. I tried to move the toy so that the extra bit stayed on my clitty whilst I moved the main part in and out, like Jase had done with his cock. I must have got it right because before I knew what was happening, I finished and exploded with a huge cry and clamped hard on the toy and squeezed my legs hard together whist the toy buzzed away as if nothing had happened.

"fuck, fuck, shit Nat, wow, fuck, wow."

"Yeah Ash" I gasped as I pulled the toy from me and managed to turn it off.

Ash took the toy and lay down next to me. I was too wasted to take much notice at first but then I heard the buzzing and looked across. Ash had her eyes closed and was sliding the toy between her flaps and then she stopped as it rested on her clitty. Her breath stopped and she started gasping 'oh oh' a little before she pulled it away and stopped.

"No, that is too much, I can't."

"What is too much Ash, it isn't going to hurt you?"

"It is too intense, Nat, how did you do that, I mean, it was so much."

"Well, I just went with it, I liked the pleasure it gave, and I just lay back and enjoyed. I thought you looked like you were enjoying it. I don't get why you stopped."

"You do it for me."

"What do you mean, me do it?"

"If you hold it and use it on me, then I can't stop it can I? I am just too scared."

Oh. Well, I didn't expect that. Okay, I can do this I thought, I mean, why not?

"Okay, pass it to me and then close your eyes, just feel it, imagine where it is going, what it is going to do next and just enjoy. It is fantastic trust me." I took the toy from Ash and settled myself between her legs and turned the toy on. I lightly ran it down her crease from just below her clitty, between her flaps and to by her opening. As I moved the toy Ash gasped a little and I saw the bottom of her crease flutter, it sort of pulsed.

As I moved the toy back up her flaps wrapped around the toy and I applied a little more pressure to go deeper in between them and then I stopped as I touched her clitty. Ash was gripping her bed sheet in her hands, her knuckles white and her bottom lifted a little off the bed. I don't know why but I leant forward and gently blew on her clitty as I held the toy there.

"Oh" came from Ash's mouth as I gently moved down her crease, my lips pursed and blowing. I moved the toy down, now deep in her valley, her flaps curling away as I moved until I reached her opening again. I slowly rotated the toy, pushing and pressing and the toy penetrated her, going deep inside her with the little extra bit pressing into her valley and just touching her clitty. "Oh shit" she whispered and she started to rock.

I leant forward even closer and licked her clitty and then sucked it a little. That took her over the edge and her legs clamped and her back arched and she cried out, sounds that made no sense. I eased the toy away and sat back. "Was that okay Ash, did I do it right?"

"Oh wow."

"Wow?"

"Yes wow. What did you do to me? I have never felt anything like that, it felt like that was more than the toy."

"Well, you could feel the toy, yes?"

"Yes, i knew what the toy was, it felt like when I did it to myself, I just didn't know what you were going to do next. But I felt other things too."

"Oh? I am not sure what you mean." I laughed and sat up and reached for my panties. I was feeling a little cold and I needed to get my clothes back on.

"Did you kiss me?"

"What?"

"Did you kiss me, down there? It felt like a kiss. Did you?"

"Well, in the moment, perhaps."

"Oh."

"It would be much better if a boy did it."

"I don't have a boyfriend. I only have girls as friends. Friends like you."

I didn't really have an answer for that, I just did my bra up, tucked my boobs in properly so that the bra didn't pinch them, and pulled my top on. "It is good to have friends" was all I could think of to say.

"I wish I had done that to you now."

"It is okay, don't worry. You will be able to use the toy when there is no one in the house, you will be fine."

"I know, but you won't be here."

"It will be fine."

 

Explosive Moment

Explosive Moment

Today was a quiet day. No college for me, Jase was busy, mum was at Gran's, dad was out somewhere, and I was home alone, alone with my thoughts, just in my panties. Why had I licked and kissed Ash's fanny? Did that make me a lesbian, not that it mattered? I though not, because I still loved the feeling of a cock and would much prefer a cock inside me than a toy and preferred a boy licking my fanny, although I had yet to experience a girls touch down there, I wasn't rushing to get the experience. I just didn't know why I had done it to Ash. A week ago, I hadn't really any thoughts about sex, hadn't even experienced it, yet now my whole life seemed to revolve around it.

I was thinking about mum's toy, and whether I might go and get it and have a play when I heard the front door open. Oh crumbs, I had hoped for a few hours alone. It was, of course, dad. 

"What you doing sweetheart?" Dad had just walked in to my room, in fairness my door was open as I thought I was going to be alone.

"Dad! I haven't got any clothes on, how about some privacy, please?"

"Don't be silly, after what we have been up to recently, you and I, there is nothing to hide."

"That is not the point dad, and you know it. Why are you home?"

"Can't I come home and see my favourite girl?"

"Dad, mum should be your favourite girl, not me."

"Well, yes, but she is not here, and you are, so, of all the girls here, you are my favourite. I wondered if you might want to explore a little more?"

"Dad, no, please, not really."

"Why not sweetheart? What is wrong with a little personal time with your dad?"

"Dad, you are my dad, not my boyfriend and I don't think you and I should be doing that stuff, okay?"

"But sweetheart, you make me so hard, the very thought of your sweet fanny drives me crazy."

"Dad, no, either wait till mum gets home and do it with her or go and do it to yourself. It is not my job to deal with that." I had done some searching on the internet, always tricky because you never know what your parents can and can't see in terms of your online history, but I did, and I know dad and daughter is wrong and illegal. I don't want to lose my dad and I don't want him and mum to split up, so, no. I have decided that I won't. I can't take away that we have, but that doesn't mean it has to happen again.

"Oh sweetheart, just one last little time baby girl, just once?"

He was giving me that sorrowful look and I was in two minds, I hesitated and at that point he came over and kissed me, and as he kissed he held my boobs and then pushed me back on the bed and kissed me through my panties. Oh crumbs it felt good, oh so good, the electricity started in my crotch and I knew that I was wet and ready. Dad began to pull at my panties and my resolve almost vanished. 

"No dad, please." I managed and tried to twist away from him, but his hand was inside my panties and then his finger was inside me, wiggling.

"Dad, no, please, no. Stop it."

"Don't you want it sweetheart, don't you want some fun time with daddy?"

"Dad, no. I mean no." My body didn't mean no, it wanted my dad to have me right then, to pull my panties off and put his cock inside me and fuck me. But I knew it was wrong, and I had to make a stand. If dad forced me, then I would have to tell mum, and I did not want to do that.

Dad sat back up, "okay sweetheart, that is okay, if you don't want to then we won't, I won't ever force you, and neither should anyone else. If anyone wants you to have sex and you don't want to, then you tell them forcefully no, just like you did me. I still want to though; I can't take that away."

"I am not cross with you dad, and I am not saying it wouldn't be nice, I am saying it is wrong and I am saying I don't want to. I don't mind cuddles when I am dressed, but I don't want to see you naked and I don't want to touch you, or you touch me in that way, and I don't want you to see me naked. Please dad, give mum those things, not me."

Dad got up and smiled. "Okay sweetheart, no problem, just remember, if our bedroom door is closed, no peaking. I don’t know what it is, but the past few days I have been feeling so very sexy."

"Yes dad." My dad left and went downstairs. I don't know if he came home for some other reason, and finding me home, thought he would take the opportunity, but I was determined. No, not with my dad. Only with Jase, and I had been feeling very sexy the past few days too. After a while dad shouted up that he was leaving and to tell mum he would be home at around five thirty and see me later. 

I was all a fluster. My body had nearly betrayed me. It wanted sex, it wanted my dad's cock inside, it wanted the thrusting. I wanted to hear the slap slap of my dad's belly as he pounded his hard cock inside me. After the door shut I went down and slid the bolt, I did not want any more surprises. I went to get mum's toy, I would have to make do with that.

I opened mum's bedside drawer, but it wasn't there. What? Where could she have put it. I carefully looked through all their drawers, but I couldn't find her toy anywhere. Did she realise I had found it and so had hidden it so I couldn't use it? 

Oh crumbs what now. I felt so itchy in a sex sort of way, I was beginning to be annoyed with myself for stopping my dad from giving me what I needed, I was remembering his cock inside me, how it felt, the pressure, the feeling of being filled. I texted Ash.

It took her around thirty minutes to get to me. I showered whilst I waited and running the shower head over my clitty only made things worse, I was so aroused, more I think than ever before. I needed some relief, relief I couldn't give myself.

"I hoped that you would call me," Ash said when I opened the door to her. "I can't stop thinking about yesterday and what you did to me."

I wanted to try and play it cool, but I was so desperate to get her clothes off and for her to do things to me. I almost pushed her against the door and fingered her, but I didn't, I just let my robe gape open a little. 

"Oh? We did have a nice time didn't we?" I said as coolly as I could, my heart feeling as if it was going to burst out of my chest any moment.

"I dreamt about you last night Nat, all night."

"Did you? What was I doing, was it fun?"

"Shall we go up to your room and I can tell you everything?"

"Okay Ash, you don't want a drink or anything?"

"Nat, no." With that Ash went up stairs and into my bedroom. I dead locked the front door and followed her up, making sure to shut my bedroom door behind me. Ash had already got her top off, as she pulled her jeans off I let my robe slip off my shoulders and fall to the floor.

"What were you dreaming Ash?" I asked, my eyes locking on her dark brown eyes, trying hard not to look down at her boobs or her ever so inviting fanny.

"We were kissing."

"Oh?"

"Yes, and as our mouths pressed, you let your hand go down and touch me."

I was right in front of Ash and I tipped my head and gently kissed her lips, my hand cupping her left boob, my fingers on her hard dark nipple. "Here?" I asked between kisses.

"Lower," she answered softly.

I let go of her boob and ran my fingers across her stomach and rested them on her sex, her long lips wrapping around a finger, hot and inviting.

"Here?"

"mmm" she murmured and pressed her lips harder against mine. We lay on the bed, still kissing, and then I moved my head down and licked her left boob, the finger on my right-hand teasing and easing its way into the valley of her sex, her hot sex lips wrapping themselves around.

I went lower and ran my tongue around her navel, and then I was at her sex. I licked at her clitty, my fingers sliding up her valley and then down towards her opening, rimming, teasing and gently dipping in, just a nail, just a little.

This felt so odd, yet satisfying. I could almost feel in myself the sensations that I was giving Ash. At the back of my mind, it still felt a little unsatisfying. The truth was I wanted a cock inside me, I wanted to feel Jase as he pounded his stomach against me, and I had been so close to relenting when dad tried to, but no. I was determined, my boyfriend only. Ash, a girl, didn't count.

Ash suddenly bucked up, her back arching and she jumped and clamped her legs around me and she cried out "shit, shit, aarrghhh." I guessed she had finished.

"Oh, that was the best cum ever" she said as she relaxed and lay back on the bed, panting a little and the lips of her fanny were still quivering. 'Impressive' I thought as I lay back hoping that I was about to get some much needed attention.

Ash turned and kissed me, her lips pressing against mine and I felt her fingers at my fanny. "Your yoni is so much prettier than mine," she said, "I hate that mine hangs out, it is so ugly."

"Oh God, no, I love your fanny and the boys will too, it is so beautiful," I whispered back as her fingers slid up and down my valley, teasing at my clitty, and then my opening. Ash moved down the bed and I felt her tongue on my clitty, softly she lapped and circled it, pulling away, leaving me wanting, and then another gossamer touch. A gentle suck then a sharp nip, and fingers circling my opening, dipping in and pulling out, she was a tease bringing me to a massive ending.

"Cum for me" she whispered as she pushed her fingers deep inside me and sucked harder on my clitty, and I obliged. I know I screamed, I know I spasmed, I know I was wetter than a waterfall and I know I couldn't breath as the explosion of pleasure rolled through me in ways I have never felt. Oh my..

 

Rear View

Rear View

College had been boring, the morning not so much so. Jase and I had explored each other then we had regular sex in his bed. His desire to explore my 'other option' as he called seemed to go away, and I must say I was grateful for that. I wasn't sure how that would go, and I was in no hurry to find out.

After tea, mum went across to see Gran and I was just sat on the settee watching some rubbish on TV. I don't know why we had to have the TV on, I found must of the stuff in it utterly boring. Dad liked to watch stuff on the Discovery channel, I tried to tell him it wasn't real, but he wouldn't listen. I tried very hard not to look at his crotch, I knew his bulge was there, I knew I should not look at it, and I knew I should not be tempted. I couldn't help it. In my mind I could see his cock sticking out of his trousers and my hand pulling his skin back and me leaning forward to suck him into my mouth, his stuff erupting inside me. At the thought my mind was in overdrive and I coughed as if my mouth were full.

"You alright sweetheart?" Dad asked.

"Yes dad, I am fine, sorry, not sure what that was." Oh my goodness I had to go upstairs, I would not be able to sit here, my imagination was going wild, and I had mixed up memories of Jase and my dad and merged them into one. I was pretty sure I was very wet between my legs and then I realised that I was pressing myself with my hand. Oh shit.

"If there is anything you want sweetheart, you know, I am just here. Anything, anything at all. It is just you and me sweetheart."

I was silent. I did not dare say anything, I wasn't sure I could say anything, and I know my face was red from my dad watching me rub myself. "It's okay dad" I managed, my voice croaky, "think I will just go upstairs, I don't want to watch this anyway."

"Okay sweetheart, well, you know where I am."

I rushed up stairs, first to the loo. My panties were soaked, oh my, and I was so tender to the touch. I wasn't wet because of Jase, no, I had washed myself thoroughly, no, this was from sitting next to my dad and my mind looking at his cock. I wiped myself using a moist towelette, got up, flushed and went to go to my bedroom to get some dry underwear, my wet panties in my hand. Dad was on the landing and I almost bumped straight into him. Fanny out, knickers in hand.

"Are you sure that you're okay sweetheart? Only you didn't sound it."

I just nodded, I couldn't speak. He held his arms out and pulled me to him for a cuddle, he made no comment that I was half naked. I could feel his cock pressing into me, there was no doubt he was very hard. My mind replayed the sounds he and mum made last night as he fucked her, and without realising, I pushed back at his cock. "Oh dad" I said very quietly.

"Do you want me to take you into your bedroom sweetheart?"

I simply nodded again. Dad held me and took me into my bedroom and lay me on my bed. "Last chance sweetheart if you say no then I walk away."

I didn't say anything. I just looked at him. Dad undid his belt and pulled his trousers down. I could see his cock straining in his pants. He pushed his pants down and stepped out of them, his cock sticking out in front, hard, ready and me waiting, wanting.

He knelt between my legs, dipped forward and rubbed his cock up and down my crease. Even though I had just wiped, I was wet again and dad just pushed and he was in me, I felt his cock as it pushed in and then pressed at my depths, his balls between my thighs. Oh God, what had I done? Dad eased back and just as I thought his cock was going to fall out of me he pushed back in hard, I grunted, loudly, the same noises my mum made yesterday evening. Dad was thrusting and I was grunting, his cock sliding inside me so easily, the end of his cock reaching my full depth, pressing hard, testing me, his hands squeezing my breasts and his stomach hitting my clitty as he stroked inside me. It was too much. Dad was still going but I finished, I know I squeezed him as I came, hard, and loudly and I slumped beneath him, finished. Dad pulled out and took his cock in his hand and wanked.

"Here you are sweetheart, going to cover you with my cum, watch baby girl." 

Hard and fast he stroked and then he erupted, spurt after spurt all over my fanny and belly. It was incredible to watch. "I knew you wanted more sweetheart, I just had to wait." Dad got up and went to the bathroom and I heard him wash. He came back into the bedroom and picked up his clothes. "I'm going back downstairs sweetheart," he said, "you know where I am."

I just lay there, dad's cum on my belly and fanny, wondering why I had done it, why it had felt so much better than this morning with Jase? Was it because it was forbidden, taboo? I got up and went back to the bathroom and realised I need more than a wash and wipe, I needed a shower, I took the last of my clothes off and showered, and as I aimed the shower head at my fanny the pulse started again and I came again. What was wrong with me?

Before I got into bed I propped my phone up and set it to video and knelt in front of it, so I could see the rear view that Jase had loved. Oh. Okay, well, that was different. My fanny really bulged backwards between my thighs; I did think my bottom looked sweet though. As I lay sideways on the bed, I thought about what Jase wanted to do, to use my bottom instead of my fanny. I licked my finger and with my arm over my side and my knees bent, I tried to push it inside. It hurt, a little, but not as much as I expected, but then my finger wasn't as big as Jase's cock, and I didn't really enjoy it. Not something I was looking forward to. I lay naked on my bed and fell asleep, my door open a little, I didn't care.

When I woke up this morning, my door was closed, mum or dad must have closed it, I didn't care. Would my dad expect to fuck me every time we were alone? Would I want him to? I had no idea, I had no idea how I felt about it. I had been so determined not to have sex with him, and yet at almost the first opportunity, I had let it happen, even encouraged it to happen.

"Toast love?" mum asked as I went into the kitchen.

"Er, yes mum, please."

"You left your door open last night, I shut it for you before dad came up."

"Oh, okay mum, thanks, I had a shower, went into my room, and the next thing I know it was this morning. I must have just zonked out."

"Just as long as you are not coming down with something."

"No mum, I don't think so. Dad gone already?"

"Yes he has to travel quite away today, so he made an early start. You know, I don't know what it is, but he is a bit more attentive these days. Something agrees with him."

"Attentive?"

"I don't think you need me to explain anymore young lady."

Blooming nora, had he shagged mum last night too? I had conked out and hadn't heard anything. Ash told me that as men got older, they slowed down, didn't do it as much and sometimes, couldn't do it. That did not seem to be the case with my dad.

"Mum!"

"Needless to say I was in the shower first thing this morning as soon as your dad left. So, if you want a shower before you go out, you will need a clean and dry towel."

"I'm okay mum, I showered last night, so should be okay today, well, till tonight anyway."

Ash had texted me overnight to ask if I wanted to go round as her parents were both going to be out. I had texted back saying yes. Mum left telling me to make sure I locked up and as she shut the door I went into their bedroom and pulled back the quilt. There it was. A wet patch. A pool of my dad's cum. I ran my finger through it, making circles and then, I don't know why, I licked my finger and tasted it. Dad must have woken up and shagged mum before they got up and someone, mum probably, just threw the quilt over the bed covering up the evidence of his attentiveness.

Bra, top, panties, skirt and trainers and I left for Ash's, using my key to double lock the door as I left. She was really excited to see me.

"You'll never guess." She said.

"You are right, I won't."

"Gentra has said her brother wants to meet me."

"Well, yeah of course he does, you know why."

"Well perhaps I want to too."

"Fair enough, but can you trust him to be quiet and not brag about it?"

"Well, yes that is the thing. I want you to be here so you can be a witness and if he says something we can both say he lied, and also so that you can make sure he doesn't do anything I don't want him to."

"What?" You want me to watch you make out with a boy? I did think I was coming here for us to, you know, as we did the other day."

"Don't be silly of course we will, I don't ever want to stop that, but I just want to know what it is like with a boy. Until I have been with a boy I don't know if I am gay or not."

"Does it matter?"

"You have been with Jase and with me. You know. I have only been with you. I don't."

"Oh, Okay."

"Right, let me just send a text and then I want you naked."

As she was messing with her phone I reversed my morning and took my trainers, panties, top, bra and skirt off. I was once more naked and about to indulge in sex. 

"Okay we have about an hour," She said as she undressed and then stood forward and kissed me. Her kissing was softer than Jase, and as she kissed she lightly ran a finger in the valley of my sex. 

“Lay on the bed Nat," she said and as I lay down she knelt between my legs and started kissing my sex, a finger teasing at my opening, her nose pressing my clitty. I kept my eyes closed and just let the feeling wash through me, the pleasure as she licked along my valley and slowly eased a finger inside and then pushed it upwards, pressing at my clitty from the inside. As she wiggled her finger inside me she used her teeth to grip and pull my clitty.

"Turn around Ash" I said as the pleasure rolled through me in waves, "I want you to lay on me so I can reach you at the same time." Ash stopped her fingering and licking, a moment of sadness as the pleasure stopped, and lay on me, her fanny right above my mouth. I reached up and pressed my tongue between her flaps as they hung down, and as I licked her, she resumed licking me. I licked two fingers to make sure they were properly wet and teased them at her hole, pushing slowly until both were inside her, and as I managed to nip her clitty between my teeth, I waggled my fingers inside her, making a scissor movement.

"Oh Goodness Nat, what?" She gasped as she started fingering me, her finger going in and out, her thumb pressing my clitty on the in strokes, another finger brushing my bottom on the outs. Faster and faster she went and as I lost a sense of reality I found myself fingering her too, we were in sequence without realising it.

Ash came first and her fanny clamped hard on my fingers, her muscles down there really strong, and then I finished a moment later. We both lay there panting.

"Hell." Ash said, "what did you do, wow?"

"Just what a boy might do, if you were to let him, fingers, that's all, fingers. oh, and my mouth too. I love the way your fanny curls around me." I had meant to take a back view look at her, but events had overtaken us.

"Let's go and get a drink, he will be here soon."

"What, who?"

"Ali, Gentra's brother. I told him he could come round but that he had to behave himself."

"Ash! But I am here, I am naked."

"Well, I did tell you first and you didn't say no. And anyway, he wants to touch me and in return I get to touch him."

"I didn't think you meant today. Bloody hell Ash. I am going to get dressed."

"Please don't Nat."

"How are you going to answer the door? Naked? Anyone could see you."

"I shall wear my robe, I have it down here ready, and as soon as he is in I shall slip it off and tell him to follow me upstairs."

"He will get a brilliant view of your bum as he follows."

"And my yoni and if that doesn't get him going, the sight of you, naked, as he enters my bedroom will blow his mind."

I was really unsure about this. So far only my dad and mum, and Jase had seen me naked, as a grown up. "I am not sure I can trust him to say nothing."

"That is the beauty of it. If he says anything, we can both say he is a liar, that we were just listening to music and he had said he had a new track he had downloaded for us to listen to. It was rubbish and we sent him away. Did anyone really think two girls would get naked for Gentra's brother. Really?"

"Make sure his phone is off and he leaves it downstairs. I don't want any sneaky pictures."

"Okay. You will do this for me?"

"Okay, just this once, but not again."

We sat in the kitchen drinking a milkshake and the doorbell rang. I was startled and wasn't expecting it yet. "Hurry, upstairs" Ash said and I rushed past her and went into her bedroom. I sat on her bed with my back to the door. 

I presumed Ash had a robe or something to wear and I heard her open the door. I heard her ask for his phone and told him to show her it was turned off. "Okay Ali, follow me."

At that point she must have taken her robe off as I heard Ali say 'fuck yes'. I heard Ash come into the room, "He's here Nat" she said.

"Fuck yes" again from Ali.

"I think that you are overdressed Ali" she said. "Here are the rules. There are two of us, our word against yours. If we say no, then we mean no. Is that clear?"

"Yes." I turned around. Ali was pulling his shirt over his head and trying to step out of his trousers. It was a comical sight, and I did feel a bit sorry for him. I got up and went across to him, forgetting my nakedness.

"Here, let me help" I said as I took his top and eased it up. He was quite muscled, more so than Jase, and as I removed his top and his eyes were clear he realised he was staring straight at my boobs. Probably the first real ones he had seen.

"Fuck" he said.

"Is that the only word you know?" Ash asked him. He turned to her voice and was faced with her naked boobs. He managed to sit on the edge of the bed and pull his trousers off. He was naked.

Okay, I wasn't expecting that. His cock was much bigger than Jase or my dad, I mean much bigger. It looked quite a bit longer and was definitely fatter. He also didn't have any skin covering his end. It was big, fat and purple and completely uncovered. Crumbs.

Ash looked at me and then his cock. "I think I want to hold that," she said and sat next to Ali and gripped his cock. I thought he was going to faint. Ash moved her hand up and down and his cock began to pulse a little. Ash leant forward and looked closely as she stroked him and with her other hand she held his balls. 

They were also much bigger I realised, and I wondered if bigger meant they spurted out more.

"Can I touch you?" He asked Ash, "Only you did say I could." His voice was a little pathetic.

"Yes." Ash let go of his cock and lay down, her legs open, showing him her sex. He sat up and he ran a finger in-between her flaps and then when he found her hole, he just pushed in. I recognised his inexperience.

"Let me show you" I said and took his hand. "Don't just shove a finger in, that won't please a girl. Gently rub up and down and feel as she gets a little wet." I watched as he did as instructed, he was a fast learner. "Now at the top of her valley there is a small lump. Gently play with that, and as you get better, you will please her more and more, and then you might find she wants to please you."

"Okay, but when do I finger her?" Crumbs.

"Play with her valley, gently play with her lump, and if she get wet, then you know it is time to gently ease a finger inside her."

I could tell Ash was getting quite turned on as Ali practiced his lessons, fingering his first girl, and Ash started to pant and hold her breath. "Oh" she said and she came, her fanny clamping around Ali's finger as he buried it deep within her.

"Was that okay?" He asked.

"That was the sign that everything was okay. When you see and feel that, you don't need to ask." I was explaining like the expert I was. I have had sex with a cock four times and thrice with a fanny, all in less than a week, and here I was giving expert tuition.

"Can we fuck? I have a condom." Of course he does I thought.

"Who are you asking?" Ash asked. "I hadn't intended to go that far, I only wanted to touch, that is what I said we could do."

Ali looked at me. "You know all about it, can you teach me?"

Oh shit.

"You know to be gentle, you know that no means no, and you know to get me ready, not just stick it in?"

"Yes."

"Okay. I am going to bend over and rest on the bed. You will clearly see my fanny, do not and I mean do not try and stick your cock in my bottom."

"I won't, honestly."

"Put your condom on then." He wasn't my boyfriend, I didn't know him. I didn't want his juices inside me. I watched as he tore open the wrapper and rolled it over his cock. Satisfied I turned and knelt and hoped he had learned his lessons. 

Ash just looked at me her eyes wide open.

I felt him behind me. He pushed his finger into my valley and started easing it up and down, and as I got wetter, I felt him press a finger at my hole, luckily it slipped in easily. I felt his finger leave and then his cock pressed against my valley He must have held it in his hand and then started pushing into me.

God he was big. I gasped as he pushed in and breathed a sigh of relief when he finally stopped. I was full and I was stretched, and Ali started to pull out and then push back in. He started going faster, his balls bouncing against my thighs, and his length meant he really pushed against the end of my insides, I knew I was going to be sore.

"Urgh, urgh, urgh" I realised it was me making the sounds and the slap slap slap as he hit my bottom seemed so loud. There could be no mistake if anyone was hearing, it was like me listening to my mum and dad. He pushed in hard and tried to push in more and he made a odd sound and then sighed deeply. He had finished. He had shagged his first woman. I squeezed my fanny as hard as I could and his cock plopped out with a slurping noise.

"Wow." Was all he said. Ash was red faced and had her hand between her legs. I wondered what she had been doing as I was being shagged. As if I couldn't guess.

Ali turned and sat on the bed. Ash handed him a tissue and he pulled the condom off and wrapped it in the tissue. I held my hand to her and she gave me a tissue to wipe myself. Luckily the condom had held all his spurts so it was just my own wetness to wipe up.

"Okay," Ash said. "You have done what you wanted to. You can leave now."

"Oh. I had hoped, well, you know?"

"No Ali, we don't know." I looked at his cock and it had risen again. He certainly recovered quickly.

"I would like to see you girls do it."

"No Ali, we don't do that."

"But, she was naked."

"Yes, we were ready for you."

"Oh." His cock was really sticking up now.

"Ash" I said. "perhaps you could, you know, help him on his way?" And I pointed at his hard cock.

"What, you mean?"

"Yes Ash, hand time." Well, she had wanted to handle a cock, like I told her I had handled Jase's.

She reached down and took his cock in her hand. Her fingers only seemed to stretch half way around, he really had a big cock. She started a slow stroke. 

"Squeeze harder Ash" I said, the expert, "and go as fast as you can." He didn't last long, two long spurts erupted from his cock both hitting Ash on her face and dripping onto her boobs.

"Right Ali. You can go now. If you ever, and I mean it, ever, talk about this we will call you a sad liar and say your cock is probably small and you wouldn't know how to please a girl and that we thought you were gay. I mean it."

"I won't."

"Not anyone, especially your sister."

"I won't. Can I see you again?"

"Well that depends on how discrete you are."

"Okay."

After Ali had gone Ash looked at me. "I didn't expect you to do that. All I agreed to was touching."

"Well, it was the moment. And he did have a nice looking cock."

"I could not believe it, when he was, you know, doing it, the inside of your yoni came out with his cock, I didn't think you would be able to do it. He was more like a marrow than a courgette."

"I could see that you liked it."

"Oh."

"Did you imagine he was doing it to you, is that why you fingered yourself as he shagged me?"

"Yes."

"So, how do you feel now you have stroked off a boy. Are you gay?"

"I don't know. I was too scared to let him, you know."

"Shag you"

"Yes."

"You need to do that you know, shag I mean, not necessarily with him.'

"I know, I was just too scared today, but watching you was mad."

"I am not going to shag the next boy that comes here. That was a one off."

"Really?"

I didn't have another answer.

"You need to make sure that you get rid of the condom and the wrapper, if your parents ever see that in your bedroom you will be in trouble."

"I know. I slipped it in his trouser pocket when he wasn't looking, just need to check he didn't drop it in the bin on his way out. I am sure my parents check the bin."

I was laying on the bed at home later. I had showered and was laying just in my dressing gown. Tea had been cottage pie mum got out of the freezer. It had been okay, nothing special. I got a text from Ash. 'I checked. He dropped it in street. I kicked it down drain'

I texted back 'phew' and thought that not only was he a silly sod, but so was Ash for even arranging it. She must know that Gentra would say something to someone. I was ready if anyone said anything to me about it.

'will u do it again' Ash texted.

'wot' I sent back

'a boy in my room'

'probs not'

'k'

Then I got a text from Jase. it had 2 pictures, both of his cock, one with the skin pulled all the way back, and one with the skin just normal, covering the head.

'told u no photos. wot if my dad sees them on my phone'

I saved them to my cloud, sent them to Ash and then deleted them from my phone.

'wot!!!!!!!' back from Ash

'sum 1 sent them to me. thort id share'

'is they both same cock'

'dunno, spose'

'dyu wanna wnk it'

'n'

'y n'

'Not in rush'

I didn't let her know it was Jase, some secrets need to be secrets. I sent the video I had taken of my bum to Ash too. 'recognise it'

'u?'

'y'

'mmmm'

'urs if you wont'

'y pleas'

Then I sent it to Jase 'if you ever share this I will destroy you. YUR EYES ONLY'

I knew I had said I wasn't going to do pictures on the phone, but, I also said I wasn't going to shag my dad and I had no intention of shaging Gentra's brother either.

'fuk hot' Jase sent back

'touching myself thinking of you.guess where' I sent him

'oh god. ur fanny'

'video was clue. g'night xx'

I would leave him hanging. I wasn't actually touching myself and didn't intend to either. My door was almost shut and I was in bed with my light off. I put my phone on the charger and lay in bed. I heard the lighter steps of mum as she came up stairs, my door pushed open a little and then pulled back to. She obviously thought I was asleep and so didn't say anything. Then I was asleep.

 

Going Behind My Back

Going Behind My Back

It hadn't been so bad. But not really good either. Jase had thought it great, he loved the way my bum squeezed his cock, but we both kind of agreed we preferred the usual ways. My bum had closed up eventually and Jase had left to go and meet his dad. I dived in the shower to make sure I was properly clean, it had felt dirty, even if it hadn't proven to be so. I checked my phone. Two texts, one from Ash and one from Uncle john.

Ash texted 'free?'

and Uncle John 'wud luv 2 c more of u'

I texted 'y' to Ash and 'i bet u wud' to Uncle John.

I tidied my bedroom and made and neatened my bed then sprayed a little perfume in the air, boys always seemed to leave a smell behind, and I know that Jase is very clean, I think it just the stuff they spray themselves with. The front doorbell chimed, I went down and let Ash in, double locking the door behind her.

"Straight up?" she asked.

"Yeah, why not, you know the way." I followed Ash up to my room. I had no intention of telling her about Uncle John, some family stuff has to remain secret. 

Mum doesn't know that I know, or in fact if anyone knows, and I want to keep it that way, and gossiping about it won't keep it secret.

"How's home?" I asked Ash.

"Same, dad still won't let me go out with boys, but is quite happy for me to see girls. I think he must have a blind spot about girl on girl, he probably thinks it's not possible."

"Well," I said, "we know different don't we?"

"We do."

"So, anyway, any more thoughts of boys and how you could meet them to further your investigations that way?"

"Not really. Ali keeps texting, I have told him not to in case my parents look at my phone, but, well, he just keeps texting."

"What is he asking Ash?"

"Basically will I do with him what you did?"

"Oh great, and if your dad sees that kind of message how will you explain it?

"Oh I shall say you walked out with him, nothing more, and that I don't want to, so I don't know why he is texting."

"Okay, at least I know what to say if your dad ever asks." It is good to be in the same page I thought.

"Anyway," said Ash.

"Anyway," I replied.

"Us. Now."

"Yes."

"I have something to ask, will you kiss me and make out, the way a boy would?"

I hadn't expected that, I thought that we were just into fanny play, but then, I suppose I would expect a boy to kiss and make out before fanny play, so I guessed it was a fair ask. I didn't say anything, I simply took her face in my hands and softly kissed her lips, my tongue tracing the little gap between them, slowly adding a little pressure, pushing my tongue into her mouth.

She fell backwards onto the bed, and I lay half across her, kissing, my tongue probing and I let my right hand roam down and fondle her left boob, feeling for her nipple. She was making happy murmurs and I teased at her nipple through her top, feeling as it got hard, like a peanut on her chest. I slipped my hand up her top and pushed her bra up and off her boobs, my hand now roaming the flesh of her chest. First base, sort of.

"Oh my," she murmured softly as I pulled at her nipple between my thumb and finger, before relaxing them and then squeezing and twisting it. My kissing was as intense as I could go, I was pressing down on her, squashing her lips with mine, my tongue deep into her mouth and sliding across hers. I moved away from her boob and my hand went down, pressing at her groin through her clothes, seeking the shape of her sex through her skirt and panties.

"Oh God Nat," was the response. I pulled the fabric of her skirt up and ran a finger across her sex, the shape of her sex lips easily outlined through her cotton panties. I ran my finger along the edge of her panties and thigh, slightly raising the fabric, letting my finger go inside her panties just a little. I pulled my finger back and traced her sex lips again before moving to her other thigh. I ran my finger along the hem of her panties and teased entering, my fingertip only just inside her panties. I took my hand away and pushed her top up, stopped kissing her, moved my face down and sucked her nipple into my mouth.

"Oh fuck." A rare word from Ash. As I suckled her breast again I traced the outline of her sex, this time pressing a little harder my finger pushing her panties deep into the crease of her sex.

"Do me Nat, oh God, do me." I ignored that, all things in due time. I suckled harder and pressed harder, this time pushing my finger and her panties deeper inside her, wiggling my finger as my tongue worked on her nipple inside my mouth. I pulled back, releasing her nipple and moved down, blowing her fanny as I hovered a centimetre above it, her panties still scrunched up and pushed inside her fanny. I moved my mouth and gripped her clitoris through her panties, pulling and teasing.

I knelt beside her and using both hands I pulled her panties down revealing her sex. Second base.

There was a huge heat coming from her fanny and her fanny valley had a glow and a lustre to it. I moved my nose along her valley, taking in her aroma, so much sexier than the smell of a boy, and then let my tongue run the full length of her sex. Ash was gulping in air, panting, taking deep breaths and thrusting her hips upwards. I pulled back, making no contact and as she waited, wondering perhaps, I wet two fingers with my tongue, and pushed them as deep as I could inside her. Third base.

That took her over the edge and she kind of exploded, all the breath in her body rushing out of her mouth with a garbled 'eurgh' sound then a big gasp in and her breath held, her back arched, her fanny clamped hard onto my fingers. I moved back up and gently kissed her face, her cheeks, her nose and then finally, and very gently, her lips.

Ash relaxed, my fingers freed, and she lay back on the bed, she looked wrecked. Her top and bra were pushed up and her boobs out, her skirt up around her waist and her panties around her ankles. There could be little doubt in anyone's mind what she had been up to. I sat back. It had, to be fair, been a little tiring for me too, but I had some Jase time earlier, so, I was okay.

"Wow." She said.

"I guessed that is what you wanted."

"I had no idea. is that what you and Jase do?"

"Well, yeah sort of, only, obvs we go a bit further these days."

"How much further?"

"Well, all the way."

"Really?" I didn't let her know we had been going all the way for a few days now.

"Well, yes, don't you dare say anything to anyone, no one. Only today, I did something really really private."

"I won't say anything, what, what did you do, I mean assumed you meant sex, his cock in you, so what is more private than that?

"Oh yes, but I let him use my back passage rather than my fanny."

"What! Oh my god, didn't that get poo everywhere, oh my god Nat."

"No, of course not, I had already been when he got here, and well, I had promised him that if he gave me a mind blower, you know with his tongue, that I would do anything he asked for, anything he wanted. And he did, mind fully blown, so, I had to honour my promise."

"But that is not natural, didn't it hurt? I mean that's not where it is supposed to go."

"Oh Ash, that is what gay boys do, and it doesn't seem to do them any harm. Anyway, he wanted to try it, and yes it hurt a little bit, no it made no mess, and no we probably won't be doing it again, both of us found it okay, but not as good as proper sex."

"Does that mean he is gay?"

"No. Lots of couples do that when the girl is on her period, or so I am told. Anyway, it is just another thing that couples can do. I suppose I am supposed to get pleasure that he is getting pleasure, but it didn't feel like that to me. I think we should both get pleasure, not just one of us, that would be unfair."

"Crumbs. So, he went down on you first?"

"Oh yes, and did he ever."

"Oh crumbs. That is mad. So you guys are full on now?"

"I guess we are, yes, so no more Ali situations for me Ash, okay?"

"Okay. I guess I could trust myself, and anyway, what is the worst that could happen? I would get fucked."

"Indeed, anyway, someone," I said pointing at my fanny, "is feeling a little bit left out."

After Ash had left I had another shower. Crumbs I was wearing out the shower today. I put the pasta bake in the oven as mum had asked and sat in the lounge for a bit, I was kind of all bedroomed out for today. I got another Uncle text. 'Still like 2 c more of u'

Really? Well what a surprise. 'too busy' I replied

'Not a no then, hope yet.'

'No'

'do you know wat real man like?'

'real men don't cheat on their wife with their sister'

'oh yes they abso do'

'no. stop texting' I really didn't want anything to do with him. I know that it takes two and all that, and that mum is cheating on dad as much as Uncle John is cheating on Auntie Peg, but my life is just so complicated at the moment. I have a proper can go out and be seen with boyfriend, Jase, and I have a secret whatever I have with Ash. Then there is dad who seems to think I want sex with him whenever I am alone with him. I really do not have any room or time for Uncle John.

'can show u things u don't no'

'doubt it'

'srsly so much to know'

'may b i no enuf stop texting'

'have u used all 3 holes'

I decided to just ignore him at this point, I had no interest in sharing with him what I had or had not done. He was just sounding desperate. I was a bit annoyed with myself that I had actually let me touch me without making a huge scene. I closed my eyes and leant back on the settee, my hand resting in my lap, applying just a little pressure to my clitty, just enough for a warm buzz. I was pretty drained after Ash and earlier Jase.

I was half dozing when I heard someone come in, it was dad. "Hello sweetheart, you okay, mum not home yet?" Well, obvs as her car wasn't on the drive.

"hello dad, yes, no,'

"Want some company on the settee before mum gets home sweetheart?"

"I'm just relaxing dad, tea is on, mum will be home any minute." I really did not want to encourage him.

"Not even a quick cuddle?"

"Now now dad, wait till mum is home." I hope that he was getting the message, I did not really want to be blunt, but, I would if I had to. Dad pulled a sad face and went up to wash.

I heard mum's car pull up and then she came through the front door. "Hello love," she called from the hall, "you are free tomorrow aren't you, I remember that you said you weren't out at college."

"Yes mum, I might see Ash or Jase, but apart from a little course work, yes, at home."

"Oh good, I was speaking to Uncle John earlier, he is picking you up just before 12, he is taking you to lunch." Oh great. So after me saying no, he just uses mum to get to me.

"Okay mum, thanks." Well, what else could I say?

Revelations

Revelations

When I got up, I went round to see Ash. Her mum was in so we would just be chatting, no opportunity for girl time. We lay back on Ash's bed and looked at her ceiling as we spoke, softly because Ash had left her bedroom door open.

"Have you been able to see anyone?" I asked.

"No. I enjoy our time, I don't feel I need to find anyone else."

"Okay, but, well, you know, I am with Jase too you know."

"Yes, I know, and I really don't mind that. He is a boy and I don't feel awkward about that. I think I would if his name was Susan."

Well that was interesting. "Oh, okay. You know I would not be upset if you were also seeing Susan. By the way," I asked, "who is this Susan?"

Ash laughed. "You silly thing. You know what I mean. Her name could easily be Gupta for all I know."

"Oh, right, only I was going to ask where Susan lives and what does she look like?"

"Oh, she doesn't live far away, and she has long jet black hair and the deepest darkest eyes. Her lips are red and her nails are beautiful and long, manicured."

"Ooh, sounds interesting, what about her boobs?"

"They are not too big with nice pert nipples that beg to be sucked."

"Oh now I am getting very interested, she sounds just like my kind of girl. I would like to meet her."

Ash laughed and we heard her mum moving around downstairs, a reminder that we were not alone and that we should control ourselves.

"What do you do if you want to be alone with Jase?"

"Well, if one of our houses were empty then we would go there."

"And if not?"

"We would walk to the woods, there are a few nice quiet areas where we would not be disturbed."

"Oh, and when you got to one of those areas, what would you do?"

"I think that we would sit down next to a nice big tree and watch the birds as they fly in the sky."

"And that is it? What would you do if you were with me?"

"I think that you and I would sit down next to a big tree and birds? What birds, who cares about the birds?"

"And then what?"

"I would close my eyes and await the gentle touch of my lover."

"And where would you like this touch to be?"

"Oh so light and gentle in the secret place under my skirt."

"Here?" She asked as her fingers rubbed against my panties.

"Ash! Your mum is downstairs."

She moved her fingers up and down, pressing my panties into my crease. "I don't 

care."

I murmured and wiggled my hips a bit and Ash slid her fingers inside my panties and pressed gently on my clitty. Oh my goodness, this was so hot. Was it because we risked getting caught that it felt so good, or was my sex waking? It had been so good with Jase in the woods, and now here, in Ash's bedroom it felt good again. Ash ran her fingers down my crease, so slippery, so wet, and circled my entrance and pushed her finger inside me. Oh my.

"Ashara, I am going to the shop, please do not go out until I get back." Ash's mum called from downstairs.

"Okay mum," Ash called back. Ash took her hand away from me, sat up and faced me before moving down the bed. She put her hands up my skirt and pulled my panties down, leant forwards and ran her tongue along my crease. Oh my. I felt Ash's finger tease my crease open and then Ash blew along my valley, it was an incredible feeling. My breath caught in my mouth and the tickle that started in my clitty rolled down my valley and ran around the edge of my opening as Ash slowly pushed inside me again.

Ash did not move her fingers in and out, I guessed that to her that would be like a cock, no, she rotated them inside me and widened them, creating pleasure sensations with the pressure of her movements. I could not speak, my breath was held within me and my back was arching as the incredible sensations of pleasure took over my body.

Ash's tongue lightly touched my clitty, it was like an explosion and I suddenly slumped, breath rushed from me and I screamed out in pleasure. "Fuck Ash, what did you do to me?"

"I already know the answer, but did you cum?" She asked.

"Oh God, did I ever?" I replied, I had finished and I was finished. I was wracked from head to toe, the spasms that went through me had been unlike anything before. What had happened to me in the past twenty-four hours? Sex seemed to have taken on new depths and the pleasure it delivered was nothing I had experienced before.

"Your yoni is quite beautiful you know?" Ash said, "I wish mine were more like yours. I love the way that yours is all compact and hidden inside, your lips are treasures waiting, not like mine all hanging out."

"I am like my mum in that way," I replied, "but I prefer yours. I love that your fanny lips peak out, welcoming and inviting. So much better than been hidden out of sight."

"I do not know what my mum looks like, she does not go naked at home, she undresses and dresses in the bathroom."

"I have seen my mum a few times, she wanders around upstairs with no clothes on sometimes. We look very similar, her boobs are just a bit bigger." No point in saying that my dad had made the comparison a few times recently, Ash did not need to know that my dad had seen me naked, and more.

I lay there still unwilling to move, dressed but for my panties, resting in the aftermath of something I couldn't explain. "Would you care for me to return the favour?" I asked.

"No, not today, the usual."

"Oh, the curse?"

"Yes, but I still wanted to do you. I hope that is okay?"

"It is a little unfair, but that is okay. No, I am joking, of course it is okay, it is just a little sad for you to miss out. I mean, if you were to use a tampon, I could still, you know, play around the outside."

"I am not allowed tampons, I have to use towels,but, no, it is not an issue. You can kiss me though, and then you better put your panties back on."

After I left Ash I went into town still feeling a little numbed, and decided to grab a frappe at the coffee shop in the precinct. I sat in the corner on the swinging chair and watched people as they walked past. Someone tapped my shoulder. "Hi Nat."

I turned around, it was Brenda, we used to be in school together. "Oh hi Bren, crumbs haven't seen you in ages."

"No," she pointed to the empty part of the seat, "are you waiting for someone?"

"Gosh no, I am just sitting and watching the world go by." She sat down next to me and took a sip at her drink, a coffee by the looks.

"What you up to Bren?" I asked.

"I work part time in Boots. It is not brilliant, but it is something, it gives me money that I can spend or save as I want. I still live at home with mum.  Dad is somewhere else at the moment. You?"

"Oh, college, at home with parents, pretty mundane." I didn’t ask about her dad, if she wanted to say, she would.

"Yeah, life gives you lemons but no idea how to make lemonade." She laughed at her own joke, as lame as it was, I couldn't help but smile too.

"We should hang out sometimes. I seem to have just lost touch and I don't know how that happened." She looked at me as she spoke, there was something there, but I couldn't work out what.

"I know, mad isn't it? We saw each other every day and then suddenly, nothing. I have no clue, it wasn't intentional you know?" I felt as if I needed to apologise, and I didn't quite know why.

"Oh I know, the same here. There we were at school, seeing each other all the time, in class and at break, and the evenings too, and then school finished and we sort of drifted. It is so odd because we really seemed close and yet perhaps we weren't?"

"I feel the same Bren. I didn't realise how much I missed seeing you until you just popped up. We can sort that out. Come back to mine if you like and we can relax and chat and catch up."

"Oh I wish I could Nat, but I am on a break. How about tomorrow? Tomorrow is a day off, I could pop round if you're going to be free?'

"Sounds great, I am free all morning, I have college in the afternoon. Do you still have my number?"

"Yes, unless you have changed it. You mine?"

"Same and no, I haven't changed my number."

Mum was home when I got in. "Stew for tea sweetheart," she said.

"Okay mum, thanks." I went and sat on the settee and thought about today's events. First Ash had given me an unbelievable moment, you hear people say that the Earth moved, and you think 'yeah, right', well, for me, it really did. That is two days on the trot, once with Jase and once with Ash. Then I bumped into Bren in the coffee shop.

 So odd, we were really close at school, and yet, for some reason at the end of term, we just went our separate ways. I was trying to think if there had been a reason, but I really couldn't think of one. She turned left and I turned right and our paths didn't cross. Until today. Right now my life was being very weird.

"I saw Uncle John today," mum said as she came into the room. 'Oh, dad'll be lucky tonight' I thought. "he asked after you."

"Oh, okay." I didn't want to say much more.

"He asked me to say that he would like to take you to lunch again."

Okay. Right. I need to nip this in the bud. "I don't think so mum."

"Oh, why not? You seemed to get on alright the other day."

"No mum, I just didn't say anything."

"Right Natalie Marie, I think you need to tell me what happened. Why don't you want to see him?"

"Mum, look, he just kept saying I looked just like you and then he got a bit too touch feely. I was just uncomfortable and so, no, I really don't want to see him, okay?"

"Oh did he? Are you sure he wasn't just being friendly?"

"Mum, look don't say anything to dad, but a hand up my skirt isn't just being friendly, and when I pushed him away he started making threats about how he would say I tried it on and he refused me. That was quite horrible. I wasn't going to say anything and just not see him again, but, well, it looks like I have to say something. I don't know why me looking like you should make any difference, I mean you are his sister, not an old girlfriend." I added the last bit to give her an opportunity, if she wanted to. I know she was more girlfriend than sister, but she didn't know that I knew.

Mum sat there quiet for a moment. "Right." She said and then took my hand. 

"Okay sweetheart, you never have to be alone with him again. I think he has over stepped. What he did is not on. I will speak to him."

"Mum, I am not sure that is a good idea. He said that if I said anything that he would say that I put my hand on his trousers and rubbed him and asked him to take us somewhere private. I didn't, I wouldn't, I have a boyfriend, and I have no interest in him, he is over twice my age, and eurgh mum, I mean, just eurgh."

I didn't want the conversation to lead to anywhere that ended up with him saying what had actually happened. I would deny it of course, but I never have been an especially good liar. "I just wish he didn't have to be a part of our lives. He scares me a bit mum. I mean he is stronger than me and, well, no, I never want to be alone with him, ever again."

"Oh darling," she leaned over and hugged me, "don't be scared, we will protect you. Your dad is bigger than him and so, well, let's hope it never gets to that." She let go and then sat back. "He was always a bit like that with me," she said. I wondered if she would go the whole way. "And when I was your age, we did fool around a bit. Perhaps he is remembering that when he sees you and you remind him of me back then."

"That was a long time ago mum, I mean you aren't fooling around with him now, I don't know what he is thinking, I just know that what he did now is wrong. I am not a consenting adult for him and never will be." Hopefully that will put ideas into mum's head and hopefully she will start to do something about him and perhaps put a stop to all his nonsense. "You are with dad now and I hope that you and dad are okay, so no need for him in our lives, in fact, mum, I don't think there is room for him. Does he ever help with Gran, she is his mum too? You never say if he does."

"No love, he doesn't, and there is nothing to worry about where your dad and I are concerned."

"Good mum, only you never seem to kiss or cuddle, and well, you know."

"Just because you don't see something, doesn't mean something doesn't happen."

"Good mum, and where your brother is concerned, if he says something happened, it doesn't mean that it did. Okay?" I had to get that in, just in case.

"That is so true. He thinks he saw something years ago, he didn't, it wasn't what he thought, but, mud can stick, you know?"

So, I was sort of right. He has something over mum and is still blackmailing her to this day. "Mum things have moved on, tell him to get lost, he can say all he wants, but there is no evidence, I assume, and well, washing powder is good these days, all things come out in the wash." I wasn't sure where I was going with that, but I just hope that mum thinks about it.

"You’re right sweetheart, things have moved on. Let's not worry about John any more. And, young lady, if anyone, and I mean anyone, tries it on with you and you don't want it and you have said no, you can shout loudly and always remember, kick him as hard as you can in his balls, and if you can't kick them, squeeze them with all your might. You can ring me or dad any time and we will be right there sweetheart."

"Thanks mum. He did take no for an answer that time, so luckily no need for an emergency mum call, I just worried about a next time."

"There won't be a next time love."

After tea I was laying on bed when dad tapped on the door, I had left it open, and he popped his head in.

"Can I talk with you?"

"Yes dad, of course you can, come in."

Dad sat on the end of the bed. "Sweetheart, your mum told me about your Uncle John."

"Oh, okay dad."

"In future, please, do not be embarrassed, if your mum isn't around, you can come to me, okay? You are precious to us, and we will always defend you. Just to say, John won't be coming to this house again. We don't want his actions or lies here. Okay sweetheart?"

"Yes dad, thank you. I will, always. But please, can you promise, we will always be just dad and daughter, nothing more?"

"Yes, of course. Cross my heart."

The way my sex life was at the moment, I did not want to do with dad what I had done with Jase or Ash and end up with the same ending. That would be way too confusing. "I am fine dad, honestly, will you shut the door, I want to go to sleep now dad."

"Okay baby." He blew me a kiss and left. I didn't really want to go to sleep, but I was kind of curious if he and mum would do anything tonight and so I planned to try and stay awake and listen.

I had my music on quietly through my ear buds, just enough to let me listen to the music, low enough that I would be able to hear anything.

"Hush, don't wake her, she's asleep." Dad speaking softly on the landing, I silenced my music.

"She never hears us Pat, she said so this afternoon."

"Really, she said that?"

"Well, not in those words, she said she never heard us 'you know', it was the context."

"Well, that is a good thing, isn't it? We don't really want our daughter listening in to our love life."

"Frankly I don't care. She knows we are adults, she is virtually an adult herself, she knows what goes where. If she hears, she hears."

By this point in the conversation, they were in the bedroom and the sounds became more muffled, but eventually, they were there. The unmistakable sounds of my parents having sex. So, dad was getting lucky because mum had been with her brother, or they were both getting lucky because they still loved each other. I decided to put little dots on my calendar. Blue dots for when I heard mum and dad have sex, red dots for days when I knew she had seen her brother. Be interesting if there was any correlation. I dozed off and eventually must have gone into a deep sleep. My dreams were conflated mixtures of Jase, Ash and Bren. Very surreal.

Mum had greeted me with toast when I went down. Dad had already left for the day. I had no need to examine their sheets, I knew what they had done. After mum left, she didn't say where or why, just a cheery 'tara', I showered. All clean clothes today, a nice lacy white bra, white panties, a skinny polar neck top, also white, and a white and blue plaid skirt. I looked in the mirror and was pleased with how I looked. I toyed with adding white hold ups, but, no, I thought I might save them for Ash or Jase. Today was just a visit and catch up with an old friend.

Bren arrived just after I had finished dressing. She was wearing a mid length red coat over a blue and yellow princess dress, her bust pushing the front forward. I had forgotten that she was a busty girl. "Come in Bren, come in. Do you want a drink, shall we sit on the settee or lounge on my bed?"

"Hello Nat, no to the drink just yet, and if your folks are out, then either will be fine, if they are in, then let's go upstairs."

"I am not expecting my mum back, but she could always just turn up, and my dad will be away all day."

"Let's go up then." She took her coat off and hung it over the banister and followed me up."

We sat or rather lay with raised shoulders, on my bed. "I love your dress," I said, "It is very flattering."

"Thank you. I made it myself so it fits just the way I like."

"I haven't made anything since school, I just don't seem to get the urge. I pretty much live in jeans or a skirt. I do have some dresses, but never seem to be inclined to put them on. Mum and dad stopped telling me what to wear a long time ago."

"I have a small waist and a biggish bust, so I always had to alter shop bought dresses, and so I just decided to simply make my own."

I took the hem of her dress in my hand and rubbed it between my fingers, "this fabric is so soft."

"It is an excellent fabric, hardly needs ironing and has a natural stretch, so I can make it drape and fit properly."

"You made a really good job, I am impressed, you do look quite stunning in it. I bet all the boys are after you."

"I wouldn't know if they were Nat, boys are just, well, they aren't girls."

I had forgotten, how could I do that? Brenda always preferred girls' company at school. Never danced with boys at disco's and never seemed interested in them. It wasn't an issue at school, few of us were particularly interested in boys back then if truth be told. "So, no boyfriend at the moment then Bren, how about a girlfriend instead?"

"No Nat, and are you asking or offering?"

"Oh. I hadn't really thought about it Bren," I replied then stopped talking because she had turned and kissed me full on my lips. Oh.

Her lips were soft and had a nice tasting lip balm over her lipstick and as her tongue sought out mine, her hand roamed gently along my leg. It seemed only right to return her actions and my hand brushed past her arm and found her thigh, warm and soft and welcoming.

She wasn't wearing panties I discovered as my bravery and inquisitiveness drove my hand up her thigh to her sex. She had a light covering of hair and as I ran my finger along her crease I could feel her fanny lips. My desire to see her was overwhelming and I pulled her dress up and bent down and took in her aroma and I tasted her.

"Yes Nat, yes." Bren encouraged me as my tongue slipped between the nicely protruding lips of her fanny and circled around her entrance. Her clitty was much bigger than mine, or Ash's and I sucked it greedily into my mouth as I pushed two fingers into her wet and ready opening. Her breaths were coming in gasps but I hardly noticed, I was too engrossed in tasting her, in twirling her clitty around my mouth, and using my fingers inside her, scratching lightly at the small patch of scar skin inside her.

I opened and closed my fingers, making a scissoring motion, and at the same time I was using my teeth to lightly chew on her clitty. I pulled my fingers out and ran them behind her fanny down as far as her pucker before coming back and this time I used three fingers, and pushed inside her and started a gentle 3 fingers shag and clitty lick. She spasmed, her back arching and as she finished, she squirted into my face. "Oh, oh, Nat, oh my God."

She lay back on the bed panting and looking intently at me, her face smiling and her hands clenching and releasing. "Fuck Nat, don't tell me that was your first time in doing that. That was incredible."

"Well, I have been seeing someone a bit, but nothing serious." I didn't want to go into details, I still wasn't really sure what it was with Ash. "How about you, do you have a girlfriend?"

"No. Listen, look, that was my first time, okay? I don't really know what to do and I really did not know how you would react if I kissed you. I didn't wear any panties so that I wouldn't chicken out. They are in my bag in case it all went wrong, and you slapped me and threw me out."

"Oh you silly thing. I would never do that. The worst is that I would have pulled back and said that wasn't for me. And, as you saw, I didn't do that."

"No, no you didn't. You are the first person to have been inside me, apart from me and the Gyny nurse at the doctors."

"I assume you enjoyed it?"

"Yes, but what about you, you haven't had anything other than a kiss."

"True Bren, so true." I lay back, put my hand up my skirt and pulled off my white panties.

"All of it Nat, I want to see all of you."

Oh. I sat up and pulled off my top and then undid my bra. I rolled over and shimmied my skirt down, and turned again to lay on my back. "There, as requested, what do you think?"

"Oh gosh Nat, you are a sight to behold."

"Well Bren, hold me."

 

A Bus Journey, an Arrival

A Bus Journey, an Arrival

I heard mum and dad have sex last night, and they seemed to enjoy it. A dot for my calendar.

Bren sent me a text, just (!) I wasn't sure what it meant, so I sent a thumbs up back. I got another text, a picture of her naked fanny. Then I realised what (!) meant, yes, I guess it did look like a fanny. I lay back and opened my legs as wide as I could and took a photo to send back. I know that I always said I wasn't going to send online pictures, but, well, my face wasn't on the image and there were lots of fannies out there all looking very similar. I think my mum's fanny looked just like mine, so, why not?

I got a message back. 'facetime?'

'Y' I thought why not?

Bren's face came through and she blew a kiss and then the phone went all down her body to her crotch. She was totally naked and, I saw, had shaved. "Wow, that looks absolutely fab" I said to her fanny.

"Thanks," Bren said, "when I saw how good your looked, I just had to do mine. Do you honestly think it looks better or worse? Doesn't it make my flaps look too big now?"

"Honestly? No, they look fabulous, you know I love them, and I think the whole area looks so much better, honestly. That is the truth. It looks very inviting I must say."

"Oh you're just saying that." Her face came back into view, a big smile, it was good to see her looking so happy. "Jawanna come round?" she asked.

"Yes, that would be nice. Probably about an hour by the time I have done all the buses, and then I need to go to college straight from yours. Is that okay?"

"Perfect sweetie, see you soon."

The bus through to town was bumpy and uncomfortable. I was sat by the window looking out, watching people as they walked along the footpaths, bags in hand, some overflowing and heavy looking, some just fluttering in the breeze as their owner walked. A large woman had taken the seat next to me, squashing me against the side of the bus. Either her or her clothes were a bit smelly, so I breathed through my mouth whilst she sat next to me. I hoped her aroma wouldn't brush off onto me. 

Eventually we got to the bus station in town and I transferred to a smaller single deck bus for the journey out to Brens. She lived on the other side edge of town to me, so it was a bit of a journey. This time the journey was quieter, no one sat next to me, and there were few distractions as the footpaths were mostly empty.

I got to Bren's just on the hour, and she was waiting for me, this time in a purple and black shift dress that, again, fitted her perfectly. The top was nicely sized to her bust and the belt held the dress perfectly against her waist, the hem just above her knee. She did look good in it. Perhaps I ought to think about learning to sew. "Wow Bren, another fabulous dress."

"Thanks, I made this one too. I get my fabrics from the mill shop. I tend to look in the reduced sections and see what they have around 3 metres, 'cus I can usually make myself something, and any offcuts become embellishments for a later dress. Glad you like it; I chose it with you in mind."

"Good choice Bren, you have a gift." And I think that she did, it was an excellent fit and really flattered her already nice figure. I have never really worried about looks, top and skirt is my staple, but Bren was making me think a little about my looks. Perhaps I could zhush myself up a little, perhaps make a skirt or two.

"Let's grab a coke and then we can go up to my room," Bren said and I followed her into the kitchen. She took a couple of diet cokes from the fridge, handed me one, and then as she walked past me, she dipped her head a little and kissed me. 

Oh.

I was a little surprised, but my body seemed not to be. It kissed her back and I felt her breasts as they pressed against me. She pulled away, '"come on" she said, "my room is this way." 

We went upstairs. Bren's room was at the front and was quite a big room. She had a large bed, much bigger than my double, fitted wardrobes and a couple of chairs. She had a desk with a computer on it and some speakers. The walls were painted lilac and turquoise, not really my combo of choice, but I guess better than just plain white.

She sat on the bed and tapped the space next to her. Turning, she pulled the ring on her can, took a sip, and placed it on the side unit next to the bed. She plumped the pillows behind her and sat back, watching me as I went through a similar process. Once she was satisfied that I was settled she asked, "So, how are things with you?"

"Okay, you know, just nothing bad. College is getting tough, but I knew it would, so that I can cope with, my parents are okay and in a good place, so, yeah, good. You?"

"Okay. Mum is mum, fussing, worrying that I haven't got a boyfriend, work is work, I may be able to go full time, they seem to like what I am doing, so that is okay."

"You know that your mum would probably worry even more if you did have a boyfriend? It's what they do. Do you ever see your dad?"

"No. Once I left school, he stopped sending mum any money, and mum gave me choice of seeing him or not, so I chose not. He never complained and that kind of tells me that I made the right choice."

I wondered if it was her dad leaving when she was young that made her so anti-men. "What about your love life, have you found anyone?"

"Silly question" she said, turned and held my face. She leant forward and kissed me gently on my lips, her tongue running in the purse of my lips, gently pushing in. I wondered how I got myself into these positions. I didn't think, hadn't thought, that I was her love life. I should have made a point of it there and then. Instead, I kissed her back and murmured pleasing sounds as her hand moved to my thigh and then it moved upwards.

Oh, a powerful jolt as her fingers brushed along my panties, her fingers then pressing them into my crease. I lay back. Let her do what she wants, perhaps even, what she needs, I decided as the pleasure of her touch sent small electric pulses through my body, my nipples hardening and pushing at my bra, my crease moistening in anticipation.

Bren moved down and lifted my skirt above my waist, her breath hot on my fanny as she blew along me. I felt her hands on my panties at my waist and I felt my panties as she pulled them down and off, and then, oh, her tongue. She pressed her tongue into my crease, pushing between my lips, adding to the moisture of my arousal, the slickness easing her way from my entrance to my clitty. I felt euphoric and the pleasure jolts shot form my clitty, circled my entrance and danced around my nipples, everything seemed joined, the passionate pleasures seemingly overtaking everything, and then she nipped my clitty and I exploded into a finish, my back arching up and off the bed, my fingers gripping and squeezing at the mattress as I felt pulse after pulse of exquisite pleasure roll through me.

Oh.

"See" she said, "you don't need anything inside you to cum. Men are optional."

"Hard to disagree," I replied, "I don't feel anything inside anyway."

"What, really?" she said as she lay back leaving my hot and wet fanny exposed in the aftermath of my finish at her behest.

"No. I mean I get a little pressure, but, no nothing else."

"So, you have had a boy inside you?"

"Er, yes, a bit."

"Was it as good as that? Honestly, was it?"

"Well, no, of course not," I wasn't going to tell her that it was, that would have been just rude, "but he wasn't as skilled as you." I thought a little flattery would not hurt. I leant over and took the can and had a sip of the coke. I guess I must have screamed a little as I finished, and the drink helped ease it.

"And then they leave all that horrible mess inside you. No, boys, they are not for me, I really do not see why anyone would."

I didn't tell her that the horrible mess actually tasted quite nice and that 'clean up' was a part of the whole process and that the feeling around my entrance as he pushed in and pulled out was unlike anything a girl could do, and the slap slap as he pounded into me, pushing and squashing my clitty bringing me to a powerful finish, was better than a girl could offer. No, I did not tell her any of that.

"Stand up" I said. She stood and I got up and stood behind her and pulled down the zip, the dress parting and exposing her shoulders and the back catch of her bra. I eased the dress over her shoulders and down. Bren stepped out of her dress, and I draped it across one of the chairs. She was not wearing panties and as I undid her bra and let it fall, my hands went around and cupped her full and heavy breasts, my fingers gripping her large nipples and gently twisting them.

She didn't say anything as I kissed the back of her neck, and then I released her breasts and bent, kissing down her back until I got to her bottom. "Lean forward," I said, and as she leant forward the wonderful lips of her fanny escaped between her thighs, my mouth kissed past her crinkle and I pressed my tongue into her sex, my nose pressing at her anus as I licked her sex.

"Oh fuck" she gasped, "I didn't know."

I didn't know what she didn't know, nor did I care. As my tongue shagged her, my fingers reached around and sought and teased her clitty.

"Oh fuck, fuck," she gasped and clenched, she spasmed and pushed back hard onto my, my nose pushing hard into her anus, my tongue deep into her fanny and my finger pressing her clitty and she finished, hard. Her knees sagged and she almost fell forward, her breath escaping in a blast. I eased back, leaving her untouched as I sat back on the bed. She was naked and wet and looking as if she would fall any minute.

"Fuck, what was that?"

"That, just me giving you what you gave me."

"No, that was different, I have never, no, why was you pressing at my bum so sexy? That just seems wrong."

"We are all different. You feel things inside I don't, your bum was sexy for you, for me it isn't. There are no rules Bren, just explore each other and find out what each other likes. Simple really I guess. I think, with boys, they don't know this and think that just shoving their cock inside you is enough. I don't know Bren; I am not especially experienced in all this. I have watched my mum and dad though. That was odd."

"What?" Bren almost shrieked, "You have watched your parents do it, watched them, really? Did they know?"

"No, of course they didn't know. They left the lounge door open once as they did it and I watched them from the landing. Another time I came home early, and I heard some noises, so I quietly went upstairs, their bedroom door was open, and I watched them do it." I didn't actually mention that was mum with John rather than with my dad, that wasn't relevant.

"Crumbs, what did you see? Did you see your dad's cock?"

I lay back on the bed, my head propped up on her pillows and I replayed in my mind the images I had seen. "Well, yes, I did see my dad's cock. Yes, it was big, it was the first one I had actually seen live and yes it was huge. Well, I thought so at the time, I since know that it is just about normal."

"Oh my God. I have never seen one. Never wanted too either." That may be true, but I suspect she wouldn't turn down the chance to see one if it came her way. 

Perhaps I should introduce her to Ali.

"They took it in turns to kiss each other down there, he licked her, she sucked him. The first time I saw them he shagged her from behind, and the second time mum was on top as dad lay on the bed."

"Oh my God. No way. I have heard my mum do it to herself, but I didn't dare peep through the door to watch."

"Yeah, my mum has a toy, I have watched her doing it to herself too."

"Fuck off."

"After she had gone out I went and found her toy and tried it myself."

"No way. What's it like?"

"Well, it is kind of like your finger only it is madder. I found it a bit much to be honest."

"I have no idea if my mum has one, I may have to search her bedroom and see if she does."

"Has your mum had a boyfriend that you know of?"

"I think so, but never here when she thinks I will be home. So, if she has, I haven't seen him. I mean, it could be a girl for all I know."

"You could always check her bedroom for signs."

"What signs?"

"Well, men do leave a mess, as you know, so, check her bed for wet patches. Or little hairs, not everyone shaves."

"Oh, that is gross."

I shrugged; it was up to her. I had to get to college, and that was another strange bus journey to face.